Well, last night I failed to meet the goals that I had set for myself on Monday.
My goal was to write 500 words a day, and Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday I had done it, written in excess of 500 words actually. But last night, NOTHING.
I wasn’t feeling it, honestly. But even writing 500 words that you end up deleting is better than not writing at all… gotta train the brain.
Yea, that’s right.
I do write 500+ words a day on the blog, but I seriously need to work harder on the fiction.
The current piece I’m working on, I truly have no idea where it’s going. Not like the novel that I have pretty much hashed out in my head. But, I can’t go back to the novel now without thinking of B. I don’t know if I can write it without him. I guess I just need more time to heal.
Who am I going to read it to? I would read it over the phone to him as he drove; it really helped to work out the kinks. You don’t realize how something doesn’t flow or just sounds jerky until you actually read it aloud. As a writer himself, he gave fantastic suggestions and helped me take the story in directions that a reader could appreciate.
I have so many notes that he and I made for my dating book… I can’t look at them yet either.
I just need to remember the things he taught me.
So, tonight, I will write!!
Well, I think I’m gonna take a little vacation after Christmas. Going south. For a little over a week.
I can’t wait. I so need to get away from everything, recharge, reboot!
Now I’m looking for flights… UG… they’re all over $100 higher than they were when I traveled in May. I could save about $50 by flying out of
. However, I don’t think it would be worth the drive and having someone drive me all the way to Dayton . I should just go on the Delta website, book it and be done with it. Dayton
But, I’m the girl that HATES paying full price!! I’ll shop around a little bit over the weekend. I seriously doubt I’m gonna find a deal, especially on a non stop flight.
I’m super psyched though!! I’ll need to dig out some summer clothes, glad no one ever took the totes of summer clothes to the basement! I guess I can quit complaining about that now!
A little sun, NO FROST, no gloves… I’m so excited!!!!!!!
Come on December 27!!!!!