Take Me Away...

Well, last night I failed to meet the goals that I had set for myself on Monday.

I suck.

My goal was to write 500 words a day, and Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday I had done it, written in excess of 500 words actually.  But last night, NOTHING.

I wasn’t feeling it, honestly.  But even writing 500 words that you end up deleting is better than not writing at all… gotta train the brain.

Yea, that’s right.

I do write 500+ words a day on the blog, but I seriously need to work harder on the fiction.

The current piece I’m working on, I truly have no idea where it’s going.  Not like the novel that I have pretty much hashed out in my head.  But, I can’t go back to the novel now without thinking of B.  I don’t know if I can write it without him.  I guess I just need more time to heal. 

Who am I going to read it to?  I would read it over the phone to him as he drove; it really helped to work out the kinks.  You don’t realize how something doesn’t flow or just sounds jerky until you actually read it aloud.  As a writer himself, he gave fantastic suggestions and helped me take the story in directions that a reader could appreciate.

I have so many notes that he and I made for my dating book… I can’t look at them yet either.

I just need to remember the things he taught me. 

So, tonight, I will write!!

Well, I think I’m gonna take a little vacation after Christmas.  Going south.  For a little over a week.

I can’t wait.  I so need to get away from everything, recharge, reboot! 

Now I’m looking for flights… UG… they’re all over $100 higher than they were when I traveled in May.  I could save about $50 by flying out of Dayton.  However, I don’t think it would be worth the drive and having someone drive me all the way to Dayton.  I should just go on the Delta website, book it and be done with it.

But, I’m the girl that HATES paying full price!! I’ll shop around a little bit over the weekend.   I seriously doubt I’m gonna find a deal, especially on a non stop flight. 

I’m super psyched though!!  I’ll need to dig out some summer clothes, glad no one ever took the totes of summer clothes to the basement!  I guess I can quit complaining about that now!

A little sun, NO FROST, no gloves… I’m so excited!!!!!!!

Come on December 27!!!!!